Won't Go Away

            WON'T GO AWAY
 (12 More Shades Of Skarsoul #13)


Nothing seems to stop all the thoughts -
   and the pain attached to them,
      Still can't believe this is happening.
Nothing that we do can distract us -
   when we think of how you stabbed our back again,
      caused by all your words and actions.
We just took all the pain you gave us -
   and now realize once we broke free,
      we had taken your worst, and made it part of us.

(this won't go away)
(this can't go away)
And Now -
Your Damage Is A Part Of Us.
You'll Always Be Inside.
Your Hatred Is A Part Of Us.
You'll Always Be In Here.
We Can't Separate -
Our Self From What You've Done.
Giving All We Had To Give.
We Lost Our Self To You

Everyday all the memories come crashing in -
   we remember when it started happening,
      we see the truth behind all that happened then.
The thoughts form words with pain attached to them -
   and we know as we escaped from you,
      we were only escaping physically.
We don't regret "our" time and experiences -
   even saying that we realize,
      we have taken your hatred, and made it part of us.

(this won't go away)
(this can't go away)
And Now -
Your Damage Is A Part Of Us.
You'll Always Be Inside.
Your Hatred Is A Part Of Us.
You'll Always Be In Here.
We Can't Separate -
Our Self From What You've Done.
Giving All We Had To Give.
We Lost Our Self To You

(never go away)
(can't go away)
everything breaks down to memories of (you)
we tried to hold it in, now we try to let (go)
you let "us" go, then walked away from (us)

(this won't go away)
(this can't go away)
Even Though -
You Have Walked Away From "Us".
You'll Always Be Inside.
You Have Walked Away From "Us".
You'll Always Be In Here.
We Can't Separate -
Our Self From What You've Done.
Giving All We Had To Give.
We Lost Our Self To You


2017.01.30 @ 1225