La Belle De La Balle (#25 La Finale, Ombres Sombres)

      La Belle De La Balle
(#25 - La Finale, Ombres Sombres)

Notre monde s'est écrasé,
Et tout ce qu'il contenait.
Un million de morceaux brisés de rêves.
Se détacher des coutures.
Et elle se tordit et tourna,
Rejetant tout cela.
Ce n'est jamais tout à fait ce qu'elle veut
Hier et aujourd'hui.
Sa nuit commence de nouveaux jours,
Ne pense pas quand elle peut jouer
Elle trouve si difficile à trouver,
Un homme qui ne se détourne pas mal.
Elle se tord et elle tourne,
Et elle prétend tout cela.
Ses problèmes persistent, ils ne.
Ne partira pas.
Toujours Elle se tord et elle tourbillonne,
Dansant tout.
Vaut mieux voir la nuit,
Qu'un jour raisonnable.
Nous trouvons qu'il est si difficile de trouver -
Les raisons pour lesquelles elle devait être de mauvaise humeur.
Nous aurions voulu la sauver.
Nous espérons néanmoins que cela vous aidera dans vos recherches.

2017.02.27 @ 0330

Best We Can (#24 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)

  Doing The Best We Can
  (#24 - 12 More Shades)

Not sure for her . . .
   but this makes seven for us.  
At the start . . .
     it was everything.  
But here it is . . . 
     just torn to pieces.
“We” both had a part . . .
     in “our” epic fail.  
We Pray Over Time We Will Finally Start Healing . . .  
But We’re Doing The Best That We Can.

And all the damn secrets . . .
     went on and on.  
We just watched her run . . .
   seems like she was always gone.  
She thought she could have it all . . .
   and that she couldn’t fall.
Did we win or lose . . .
    in her tarot cards.  
We Sure Paid A Price For All This But It’s Alright Kitty . . .  
We’re Doing The Best That We Can.  
And We’re Trying So Hard To Recover . . .  
We’re Doing The Best That We Can.  
Well “Our” Fate Rests In Torture . . .  
And Torture Took You Away.  
But It’s Alright Kitty, 
We’re Doing The Best That We Can.

we tried to be silent . . .  
locked it all away.  
but surrendering to fears . . .  
we lost our way.  
out of our head here.

In our distress . . .  
   well we needed someone to blame.
In our devastation . . .
   we realize you won’t change.  
Now it’s our way . . .
   disaster is the only thing we can count on.
But . . .  
We’re Doing The Best That We Can.  
And We’re Trying So Hard To Recover . . .  
We’re Doing The Best That We Can.
Well “Our” Fate Rests In Torture . . .  
And Torture Took You Away.  
The Torture Creates Nightmares . . .
 Nightmares To Make “Us” Crazy.
But It’s Alright Kitty, 
We’re Doing The Best That We Can.

oh we paid a price for it . . .  
but we’re doing the best that we can . . .

2017.02.20 @ 2220

The Seeker (#23 - 12 More Shades)

     The Seeker
(#23 - 12 More Shades)


Clouds roll by,
   as we look within.
And when the feeling comes,
   it always comes on again.
You should know desire burns,
   like a fire of sin.
Oh, the lesson we learned,
   you were never the one.
And then the shadows fall,
   and we're set spinning again.

We're A Seeker -
Searching For Love -
On The Lonely Streets, Again.
We're A Seeker -
Searching For Truth -
That We Never Got, From You.

Care for you,
   you know we always will.
We know it's hard for you,
   you always end up this way.
But the dark rainbow calls to us,
   when the moon rises and we stumble.
You have to know how hard we tried,
   we pray you find love and peace of mind.
And when the sun kills the night,
   we're still so lost and alone.

We're A Seeker -
Searching For Love -
On The Lonely Streets, Again.
We're A Seeker -
Searching For Truth -
That We Never Got, From You.

You should know our desire burns,
   like a raging fire, fire within.
And of all the lessons learned,
   you were never the one we could call ours.
But when the shadows fall,
   we have a house not a home.

We're A Seeker -
Searching For Love -
On The Lonely Streets, Again.
We're A Seeker -
Searching For Truth -
That We Never Got, From You.

We're A Seeker
Searching for something we might never find again.


2017.02.14 @ 0630

Spinning (#22 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)

           SPINNING
(#22 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)


We can't believe what happened to "us",
   our head is spinning.
The promise of what could be dead at "our" feet,
   and we just keep spinning.

It seemed so perfect at the start.
We really didn't know.
That she would shred our heart.
It was so right from the start.
We really couldn't know that.
Never could have known.
That we were a fool. . .

oooh, why must we feel like such a fool.
oooh, why did something precious turn so cruel.

We close our eyes when we realize,
   our dream is spinning.
Why can't she see what she did to "us".
   "our" world is spinning.

It seemed so perfect at the start.
We really didn't know.
That we meant nothing at all.
It felt so right from the start.
Young love and we were certain.
"We" would never suffer.
Oh we were a fool. . .

oooh, why must we feel like such a fool.
oooh, why did something precious turn so cruel.


why did something precious turn so fucking cruel?


2017.02.14 @ 0400

don't talk to kitty. . . (#21 - 12 More Shades)

      don't talk to kitty . . .
(#21 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)
     (the warning that never came)


don't talk to Kitty,
   'cause in the end,
      she'll only do you harm.
don't walk on the moon,
   'cause in the end,
      you'll only trip and fall.

don't open your doorway,
   she'll find the key,
      that opens your heart and soul.
don't dream of heaven,
   she'll find the key,
      that sends you straight to hell.

don't believe any of her words,
   they're an evil spell,
      that will take over your mind.
don't dream that she's "the one"
   that's an evil spell,
      that will only tear you down . . .

Hey You -
You Know Me -
You've Felt Me -
You Know That -
I'm Real.
I'm Forever -
The Guardian Angel -
That Has Always Tried -
To Keep You Safe.
To Keep You From "The Pain"

And I -
I'm Your Dark Passenger -
Your Anger -
Your Flame -
I'm -
The Bastard -
The Loudest Voice -
Screaming In Your Brain -
Keeping You Barely Sane.

Don't Talk -
Don't Let Her Inside Your Heart.
Run Away, Run Away, GO!

No - No - NO

Don't Let Her Inside Your Mind
Protect Your Soul

don't dance on the moon,
   you will stumble and,
      suffer the greatest fall.
don't dream in the starlight,
   you will stumble
      into the dark rainbow.

don't talk to kitty,
   'cause she's only going,
      to make you sad.
don't dream she's "the one",
   'cause she's only going,
      only bring you. . . down.

run . . . run . . . run away!

{Skarsoul Speaks Direct}
2017.02.10 @0245

The Letting Go 04 (#20 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)

       The Letting Go 04
(#20 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)


We feel it's time to let you know -
The letting go,
Is taking place.

We have risen out of the fire -
The mad desire,
That ruled our head.

We have felt the the "winter kill" -
Have lost "the one",
Reclaimed our space . . .

This Isn't What We Wanted -
Not At All.
But With Freedom From "The Pain" -
We Can Now Say Goodbye.
Now That "Our" Passion's Died -
Still It Comes On So Slow . . .
The Letting Go.

Piece by piece we've taken apart -
Our destroyed heart,
To start again.

With each new day we hope to find -
A simple hint,
That what "we" had was even real.

All the things we thought we knew -
Now have no truth,
You never meant "mine" . . .

This Isn't What We Wanted -
Not At All.
The Harder That We Tried -
The Further Away You Seemed.
Now That Your Love's Changed -
And Our Own Skin Feels Strange.
You Choose This Road . . .
The Letting Go.

we feel it's time . . .
we are letting know . . .
the letting go . . .
is taking place. . .


2017.02.10 @ 0235

One Night (#19 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)

                One Night
  (#19 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)

Johnnie was a lost soul.
He lived behind protective walls
But then there was that night,
When she blinded his second sight -

With Her sirens call.

Trisha was a princess.
She appeared to be the chosen one.
But then there was that night,
When she said everything so right -
And Johnnie was done.

Then Trisha opened a doorway.
Helped Johnnie escaped his walls.
Passion burning for the bright,
Blinded by her light -
Unaware of how hard he would fall.

The princess saw the lost soul . . .
And that soul whispered her name . . .
So they stole away, and played loves game . . .
There was lust -
There was love -
That slowly blew away like dust -
There was lies -
There were dreams -
That became silent screams -

The lost soul stared in wonder.
But he couldn't find a trace.
There was that one night,
That ended in a fight -
And by the princess he was replaced


2017.02.09 @ 1500

(just) Another Play - #18 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)

            (just) Another Play
  (#18 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)


You never meant what you said,
   you were only making the sounds.
And so "we've" missed the magic,
   as you ran around and around.

"We" never walked on the moon,
   spirit was willing but the mind weak.
You couldn't be truthful,
   though the truth is what you seek.

But It's All Right.
Well It's All Right.
We Were Just Another Stay

Self built chains surround you,
   your smile never reached your eyes.
You'd say you wanted heaven,
   but you're in hell because of lies.

And It's All Right -
Well It's All Right.
We Were Just Another Play.
Another Stay.

Another Way You Let You Down -
The Only Way That You Have Found.
Yes, Another Way -
Just Another Way -
Just Another Stay -
Another Play.

You only live for pleasure,
   true love you have drowned.
You'll never have our magic,
   as you watch your world spin Around for you. . .

But It's All Right -
Yes It's All Right.
Well It's All Right -
'Cause We Know . . .
We Were Just Another Play.

2017.02.09 @ 1430

Not Kitty 02 (too) - (#17 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)

    

                    Not Kitty Too (02)
   (#17 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)

After all the toys and ropes are in their boxes,
   and the sub has climbed in her uber.
We can feel happiness staggering on,
   and away on it’s crippled feet. . .

And The Southern Wind Whispers -
Not Kitty.

Our dream is wearily creeping,
   up the dark side of the rainbow.
Somewhere our hope lies sleeping,
   somewhere lies our life..

And The Southern Wind Cries -
Not Kitty.

With all with who we play, there is satisfaction,
   yet there is emptiness in our heart and head.
All of it only fulfills a small part of us,
    cause the completeness “we” had is dead

And The Southern Wind Screams -
Not Kitty.

Oh- will the southern wind ever remember,
   that “we” could have had it all?
And with the “our” collapse and destruction,
   our heart cried out "this will be the last"

And The Southern Wind Cries -
Not Kitty

2017.02.05 @ 1325

Wasted Time (#16 - 12 More Shades Of Skarsoul)

               Wasted Time
  (12 More Shades of Skarsoul #16)

When "we" were together,
   so wrapped up in "our" lives.
She swore the ties that bind,
   would never slip or fray.
So why was so much hidden,
   why did she tell so many lies.
We watched "us" unravel every day.

We think back to the times,
   when "we" thought and felt the same.
When "our" dreams were not different,
   and were under mutual construction.
She said she'd never let us down,
   and in the end we were alone.
A victim of her self destruction.

Was It All -
Just Wasted Time.
Someday She'll Realize -
Just What She -
Left Behind.
Was It All -
Just Wasted Time.
Someday She'll Deal -
With The Wreckage -
She Left Behind.

Anxiety, fear and addiction,
   drives her every move.
Not the girl we thought we knew,
   and how did she lose control.
She'll never be alone,
   she doesn't know how.
Needing someone else to complete her soul.

Does she feel us in her heart,
   did she ever feel at all?
Why can't we believe,
   she ever loved us for real?
Does she share in the agony,
   of how "our" lives collapsed
Does she feel like we feel?

Was It All -
Just Wasted Time.
Someday You'll Realize -
Just What You -
Left Behind.
Was It All -
Just Wasted Time.
Someday You'll Deal -
With The Wreckage -
You Left Behind.

the sun will will always rise -
dreams will always turn to sand -
desire will fade from white to grey -
hopes get crushed by grasping hands -
someday we WILL write her final rhyme -
and end a pain filled memory -
we never thought she'd let "us" fall this far. . .

2017.02.03 @ 0430

NOT KITTY (12 More Shades Of Skarsoul #15)

                 NOT KITTY
  (12 More Shades Of Skarsoul #15)


Goldie glows in after care
Lean and strong with dancers legs
Tastes so sweet just like honey
Prefers hand cuffs and suspension
Cums so hard she wakes the neighbors
So much like her,
Yet oh so different.
Enjoy "our" time -
But she's not kitty.

All Our Thoughts Are Twisted Up -
All The Shit Behind Our Back -
Because In Her World -
Everything Is Tied In Knots.
All Her "Friends" And The Monkey Back -
And Then The Breaks -
Because It's Her World.

1, 2, 3 here we come with the twisted . . .
well we can't explain -
our confusion over kitty -
can't explain the way that we feel
she is love we never found

Baby's sweet and innocent
Young and soft and made for spanking
Knows her place and asks permission
Prefers the pink crop to the paddle
When she cums, her whole world shatters
So much like her,
Yet oh so different.
Enjoy "our" time -
But she's not kitty.

All Our Thoughts Are Twisted Up -
All The Shit Behind Our Back -
Because In Her World -
Everything Is Tied In Knots.
All Her "Friends" And The Monkey Back -
And Then The Breaks -
Because It's Her World.

1, 2, 3 here we come with the twisted . . .
well we can't explain -
our confusion over kitty -
can't explain the way that we feel
she is love we never found

Missy slides right into subspace
Say's I have no limits and
Safe words are for bitches
Prefers tight ropes and harnesses
Squirts like a hose, then shakes and quivers
So much like her,
Yet oh so different.
Enjoy "our" time -
But she's not kitty.

All Our Thoughts Are Twisted Up -
All The Shit Behind Our Back -
Because In Her World -
Everything Is Tied In Knots.
All Her "Friends" And The Monkey Back -
And Then The Breaks -
Because It's Her World.

1, 2, 3 here we come with the twisted . . .
well we can't explain -
our confusion over kitty -
can't explain the way that we feel
she is love we never found

never had. . .

2017.02.02 @ 0900