Ship Of Fools 02 (Too)

          Ship Of Fools 02 (Too)

On broken love, our heart is aching -
No stranger, no strange land,
 - our self control we can't rely on anymore.
Tides always turn, it's no surprise -
  - our world it's changing at its core.
Within our cell, an ocean swells -
 - fate's Mona Lisa smile, we know it well...
We Know -
Why...
We Know
Why...

Beneath her same moon, we are waiting -
And like a pilot, in a storm,
 - we're cast adrift fearing we may drown.
We built this ship, and it's wreaking -
 - because of this our self control we can't rely on anymore.
In our asylum, our mental slum -
 - our darkest thoughts, they always come...
We Know -
Why...
We Know
Why....
Crazy On A Ship Of Fools.
Oh!
Crazy On This Ship Of Fools...
can't turn this boat around -
 - back to solid loving ground...

Our friends now turn us into an island -
Each time we move, greater jeopardy,
 - grow more distant from her by degrees.
We walk this shore, in isolation -
 - and our self control we cannot find - anymore.
Each thought's a bust, we no longer trust -
 - And at our feet eternity, draws ever painful plans for us...
We Know -
Why...
We Know
Why....
Crazy On A Ship Of Fools.
Oh!
Crazy On This Ship Of Fools...
can't turn this boat around -
 - back to solid loving ground...

Oh...
Oh no -
Oh no -
...such a fool...

20120430 @ 2004

Night Song

    -  NIGHT SONG  -

when we're alone, in our mind,
 at a stand still all night.
why did she take "our" life,
 and think it was alright.

And Every Single Night,
 We Feel Her Holding Us.
And Every Time We Do,
 For Our Angel We Cry.
 
we'll stay strong, we'll be fine,
 try and carry on with our life.
we will scream, at the godz,
 beg for the removal of the knife.
why'd she run, why'd she hide,
 why'd she leave "us" behind.
when the tears, fill our eyes,
 we wonder how we'd been so blind.

And Every Single Night,
 We Feel Her Holding Us.
And Every Time We Do,
 For Our Angel We Cry.

we'll never love again
we'll never lose "the pain"
never
love again

And Every Single Night,
 We Feel Her Holding Us.
And Every Time We Do,
 For Our Angel We Cry.


20120430 @ 0304-0349

We Whisper

           - WE WHISPER -

We Whisper -
  Please remember us,
    When we're gone from here.
We whisper -
   Please remember "us",
     But not with tears . . .

Remember We Were Always True -
Remember That We Always Tried,
Remember We Loved Only You.
Remember "us" And Smile . . .
For It's Better To Forget "Us",
Than To Remember Us And Cry.

Remember We Will Always Be True -
Remember That We Will Always Try,
Remember We Love Only You.
Remember "us" And Smile . . .
For It's Better To Forget,
Than To Remember Us And Cry . . .

We whisper -
   Like we will . . .


20120428 @ 0445

Angels Say Good Bye

     - Angles Say Good Bye -

We've tried to take this, one day at a time,
We'd love to hear a reason, that isn't unkind.
'Cause we're so lonely, since our heart has died,
We thought an angel could never say goodbye

We're feeling emotions, in amounts we've not felt before,
Love and devotion that's been poured out on the floor.
Now that we're so empty, we've nothing left to hide.
We thought an angel could never say goodbye.

Now as our dream lies shattered,
It seems that real love doesn't exist.
Now we're so frightened, we're so afraid to cry,
We thought an angel could never say goodbye.

Bye bye, Angel, Bye bye.
Now we're so lonely, we're so afraid to die.
'Cause we know that all the angels say is. . .
goodbye.

2012.04.27 @ 0030

Objects In The Mirror

 - OBJECTS IN THE MIRROR –

The love was purer then it had ever been,
And the sun was brighter than we'd ever seen.
That summer night in august -
When she re-awoke our dream.

It was an endless summer and "our" future called,
"We" were ready for the ride and "we" wanted to feel.
We once again had our golden path -
and had all the time in the world to make it real.

But now we feel the sting of tears -
They say everything must crash and burn -
And we may never learn why "our" world took this turn.

It seems so long ago and so far away, oh Godz it seems so very far -
And if life is an endless highway, then our heart must be the car,
And Meat Loaf may have been right when he said...
Objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are.
It seems it was so long ago, and Godz it IS so far away -
Our heart just burns through the miles and we have to say,
As the distance increases in the rear view...
The love is a slowly fading star.

And then came the falling of light, and the darkness rose,
we started acting crazy, as everyone now knows.
We felt defeated and betrayed and dangerous -
And corroded by failure and envy and hate.

Love became an endless winter and the golden path did freeze,
With nowhere to hide our emotions slowly started to seize.
And our heart slowly withered -
As she stabbed it again and again and again.

We always believed she would never leave -
So many threats and fears, so many wasted years -
And we may never learn all the way's that we can greave.

It seems so long ago and so far away, oh Godz it seems so very far -
And if life is an endless highway, then our heart must be the car,
And Meat Loaf may have been right when he said...
Objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are.
It seems it was so long ago, and Godz it IS so far away -
Our heart just burns through the miles and we have to say,
As the distance increases in the rear view...
The love is a slowly fading star.

And though the nightmares should be over,
All of the terrors and fears remain intact.
We hear the ugly comments so much violence in her voice...
As she pushes us away and then slowly drags us back.

Now she's in her own spring and we try everything,
To find solace or salvation each night.
We got our dreams torn, all "The Fear" reborn -
And nothing we try ever turns out right.

We'll probably never know how her love disappeared -
But she's the only one we can see in the back seat now -
Just like an angel following us to our tomb.

It seems so long ago and so far away, oh Godz it seems so very far -
And if life is an endless highway, then our heart must be the car,
And Meat Loaf may have been right when he said...
Objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are.
It seems it was so long ago, and Godz it IS so far away -
Our heart just burns through the miles and we have to say,
As the distance increases in the rear view...
The love is a slowly fading star.

And The Objects In The Rear View Mirror
May Appear Closer Than They Are.
And The Star Light In That Mirror Never Fades
Or Recedes Very Far....

2012.04.26 @ 0347

ARMS OF A STRANGER III

   ARMS OF A STRANGER III

YOU FIGHT FOR EVERY BREATH.
IN THIS HEADLONG RACE -
FROM THE THINGS YOU REGRET.
YOU’VE DONE THE BEST YOU CAN.
DON’T RUN ANYMORE.
THIS IS ALL THAT YOU GET. . .

YOU FIGHT SO HARD TO BE,
SOMETHING TO SOMEONE -
YOU’RE JUST BEATING YOUR HEAD.
WITH ALL YOU’VE LEFT TO DO.
DON’T FIGHT ANYMORE.
THE GOLDEN PATH IS DEAD.

SO GO TO THE NEAREST
OPEN ARMS.
ENJOY THE NIGHT, IT DOES NO HARM.
JUST LIVE FOR THE NOW,
FORGET THE PAST.
SHE WASN’T THE FIRST,
AND WON’T BE THE LAST.
JUST GO TO THE NEAREST
OPEN ARMS.

YOU FIGHT WHAT YOU’RE FEELING,
IN THIS SENSELESS GAME -
THAT YOU PLAY WITH YOURSELF.
WITH ALL THAT YOU HAVE,
YOU CAN’T HAVE WHAT YOU WANT.
THIS IS ALL THAT YOU GET. . .

SO GO TO THE NEAREST
OPEN ARMS.
ENJOY THE NIGHT, IT DOES NO HARM.
JUST LIVE FOR THE NOW,
FORGET THE PAST.
SHE WASN’T THE FIRST,
AND WON’T BE THE LAST.
JUST GO TO THE NEAREST
OPEN ARMS.
{ then we turn around and run }
{ into the arms of a stranger }
{ we always hoped }
{ to ourself we’d never lie }

2012.04.25 @ 0100
{ SKARSOUL SPEAKS }

walls of our asylum

you came into our life,
like a quiet whisper...
soft and gentle.

you slowly turned the four,
walls of our house...
into a home.

throughout "our" history
even when you where the storm...
you were our shelter.

now you're gone,
and the walls of "our" home...
are now our asylum...


2012.04.21 @ 1632

We'll Even Things Out

- WE'LL EVEN THINGS OUT -

we're lonely and abandoned -
washed up, left for dead.
we're thirsty in a desert -
of every word she said.
Like a nuclear reactor -
or fucking TNT.
We think about all the things -
that she lied to us.
All the innuendo's -
caught up on her hook.
We were just a name -
In her little black book

We'll be getting her back or -
Ah, we'll be even with her.

We're bitter and we're twisted -
we haven't slept in days.
We're lonely and we're angry -
we can't make it go away.
We're like a bomb that's ticking -
we've got voices in our head.
We've got a rainbow holding back -
back all the dreams now dead.
We'll get her back somehow -
that's what we're gonna do.
We'll get her back somehow -
her day dreams coming true

We'll be getting her back -
Ah, we'll be evening the score -
Oh, That's what we're gonna do.

She better look behind her -
'cause there we're gonna be.
We'll be standing in the shadows -
that's where she wanted us anyway.
We're slightly schizophrenic -
me and we and us all agree.
That she should pay -
for how she played us.
Ah, we'll get even with her -
gonna be even with her.
Ah, that's what we're gonna do -
we're gonna. . .
Ah, we'll even things out

2004.07.02 - 0503

The Ghost Of You

THE GHOST OF YOU

A man in our shoes wouldn't fight and
all the papers lied at night.
But we've fall down for you
it's the same everyday.
Angel -
our tears fall like rain.
And "our" love (love, love)
would be heaven if you stayed.

with out you
time just moves
and you don't fade
the ghost of you
just won't fade
inside us
the time moves
but you don't fade

Our fake face is on our side and
wishing "our" love hadn't died.
We're still in love with you
even though you didn't stay.
Angel -
stars fall down for you.
And "our" love (love, love)
you can't just give it away.

without you
time just moves
and you don't fade
the ghost of you
just won't fade
inside us
the time moves
but you don't fade

Why did you go -
your reasons make no sense.
With all your talk of moving in -
and children in their time.
Made us think
love was real.
Angel -
please stop this pain
And "our" love (love, love)
would be a step away

without you
time just moves
and you don't fade
the ghost of you
just won't fade
inside us
the time moves
but you don't fade

The Ghost Of You
She Won't Fade . . .


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