Every Fucking Thing

     EVERY FUCKING THING

dear godz, we loved her.
so sorry, we weren't good enough.
we ask us, forgive us.
'cos in her eyes, we didn’t matter much .
In our heart, we know she failed “us”.
and once again we are alone.

If We Could Hold Back Our Pain -
We Would Dance In The Rain -
But We Still Remember, Everything.
We Wish We Could Only Forget -
All The Bull Shit And Regrets -
But We Remember, All The Pain.

dear godz, you hate us.
you never had our back, or stood by our side.
we ask us, not to blame us.
we only hoped we could finally get it right.
such a long, weary, lonely road.
when we always end up alone.

If We Could Hold Back Our Pain -
We Would Dance In The Rain -
But We Still Remember, Everything.
We Wish We Could Only Forget -
All The Bull Shit And Regrets -
But We Remember, All The Pain.

      We feel like running away . . .
      We have a house, but not a home . . .
      We think this will never change . . .
      But what the fuck do we know . . .
      We’ll burn this all to the ground . . .
      Before we let another in . . .
      We’ll forgive us, Just not right now . . .
       ‘Cos we remember all this pain . . .

If We Could Hold Back Our Pain -
We Would Dance In The Rain -
But We Still Remember, Everything.
We Wish We Could Only Forget -
All The Bull Shit And Regrets -
But We Remember, All The Pain.

going slow, yet It went to fast.
we can't change what has past.
we’ll always remember, this fucking pain.
If we could start with her again.
we know the ending would be the same.
we remember all the pain.
everything fucking thing.


2016.10.20 @ 0345 - sent from our android

UTOPIA / MYOPIA / DYSTOPIA

UTOPIA / MYOPIA / DYSTOPIA

What we don’t know,

   logic say’s can't hurt us.
But then we only hope to live,

   and our dreams die in fear.

Our head tells us,

   believe only half of what we see.
And to ignore,

   everything we hear.

She hides the twisted truth,

   no matter how high the cost.
Makes believe she’s right,

   with all the wrongs inside her head.

Ignoring all our questions,

   and giving us no answers.
Then sits and wonders,

   how “our” love ended up dead.

Utopia (becomes)
Myopia (becomes)
Dystopia

What we don’t know,

   logic say’s can't hurt us.
And that’s how we end up,

   in a mental cage.

There's panic in our mind and chaos,

   running rampant in our heart.
Where useless dreams of love,

    get crushed beneath all the rage.

Demoralized and destroyed by,

   the future that we sought.
Held a gun to our dreams,

   and she then chose to shoot.

Our foolish mistake was believing,

   she was what she portrayed.
We have to destroy this,

   cancer at its root

Utopia (becomes)
Myopia (becomes)
Dystopia

2016.10.17 @ 1315

- PUTAIN -

          - PUTAIN -

Look at the stars at night,

   to find something that’s real.
But there's no sign or an answer

   to explain how we should feel.
Thousand yard stare,

   gripped by all the unknowns.
Your cold, dark and empty lies.

   leave us only one place to go.

We find the ding of messenger,

   makes our stomach churn.
‘Cos we know it’s from “L’homme Putain”

   in an Uber, to him you’ll return.
Leaves us searching, searching madly
   for the reasons behind the “I love you“ lie.

But we know there’s no answer,

   to why we even tried.

So We Can't Wait For - Tomorrow
We Can't Wait For  -

The Stars Or The Sun
To Save US.

We Can't Wait For - Tomorrow
‘Cos We Know -

Yes We Know. . .

Oh We Know.

In our heart of hearts,

   we knew right from the start.

That “Mon Maitre Toujours’

   Is how you say, “I’m a whore”.

As you stole and would lie,

   point fingers and then cry.

And the truth to be told,

   your cheating was quite bold.

Never, ever, have we been so lonely,

   when told we’re the only.
As we’re facing the fears,

   repeated throughout all of our years.
And as the Southern Wind blows,

   this is all you need know. . .

That We Can't Wait For - Tomorrow
We Can't Wait For  -

The Stars Or The Sun
To Save US.

We Can't Wait For - Tomorrow
‘Cos We Know -

Yes We Know. . .

Oh We Know -

We’re Not Your Only One.

2016.10.18 @ 1051