Savage Amusements

      Savage Amusements

Let us warn you -
We're feeling very primal.
Not passive -
Just aggressive.
Wrapped our hand on your pulse -
And you glassy stare into the abyss -
You make us feel so savage.
It's almost automatic -
We love the noise you make -
As your breathing turns heavy and erratic.
Now release is all you need -
So we deny permission until you plead.
Just hold back, try and count to ten -
We'll say yes, only after then.

  We're Gonna Make You Rain -
  Make Your Moans Ring Out Like A Bell.
  Exquisite Pleasure Mixed With Pain -
  Just Breath Through, As You Know So Well.
  Ropes Pulled Tight On Ankles & Wrist -
  Pushing Limits, Passion Explored.
  Lovely Bruises Where The Flogger Kissed -
  Pleasurable Agony Is Its Own Reward.

Impressed by your courage -
It unleashes our inner animal.
Simple Dominance -
Complex submission.
We will crash through -
All the barriers that ever mattered -
Simply put, this is our primal obsession.
To provide everything your spirit desired -
We'll increase the intensity of the scene -
Just to see the results of what you've inspired.
Now release is all you need -
So we deny permission until you plead.
So hold back, try and count to ten -
We'll say yes, only after then.

  We're Gonna Make You Rain -
  Make Your Moans Ring Out Like A Bell.
  Exquisite Pleasure Mixed With Pain -
  Just Breath Through, As You Know So Well.
  Ropes Pulled Tight On Ankles & Wrist -
  Pushing Limits, Passion Explored.
  Lovely Bruises Where The Flogger Kissed -
  Pleasurable Agony Is Its Own Reward

Now release is all you need -
So we deny permission until you plead.
Just hold back, try and count to ten -
We'll say yes, only after then.
We're gonna make you rain -
Make your moans ring out like a bell.
Exquisite pleasure mixed with pain -
Just breathe through, as you know so well.

we're gonna make you rain . . .

2017.04.26 @ 0600

Smothering The Ghost (#40 - The Shades Fade To Black)

       Smothering The Ghost
(#40 - The Shades Fade To Black)


Speak of angels and devils,
Look at the shit the cat dragged in.
No rhyme or reason, all guilt evaded,
Ghost of a chance, of what could have been.
So many perfect chances turned wrong
All the precious pieces are gone.
Everything that once mattered,
Trampled and covered in dust.
Smothering the ghost.

   Do You Believe The Shit You Say?
   The More You Tell It -
   And The Different Versions Each Day?
   We Once Believed You Had A Soul.
   You Can Try And Hide away -
   Do You Believe In Your Own Ghost?
   You'll Now Never Find A Place,
   Hiding In The Shadows
   Cos The World Will Finally Know.
   The World Will Know You Like We Do.

Smoke and drink away your sorrows.
Your love stories end the same again and again.
And now that you're burning your tomorrow.
Is the ghost of yesterday still your friend?
So Many bridges that have burned down.
All the sparkles drowned in shades of brown.
Everything that once mattered,
Trampled and covered in dust.
Smothering the ghost.

   Do You Believe The Shit You Say?
   The More You Tell It -
   And The Different Versions Each Day?
   We Once Believed You Had A Soul.
   You Can Try And Hide away -
   Do You Believe In Your Own Ghost?
   You'll Now Never Find A Place,
   Hiding In The Shadows
   Cos The World Will Finally Know.
   The World Will Know You Like We Do.

like we do now . . .

   Do You Believe The Shit You Say?
   The More You Tell It -
   And The Different Versions Each Day?
   We Once Believed You Had A Soul.
   You Can Try And Hide away -
   Do You Believe In Your Own Ghost?
   You'll Now Never Find A Place,
   Hiding In The Shadows
   Cos The World Will Finally Know.
   The World Will Know You Like We Do.

2017.04.25 @ 0230

Just For Us (#39 - The Shades That Fade To Black)

         Just For Us
(#39 - The Shades Fade To Black)


We remember it like yesterday.
You promised us our dream,
   with a smile on your face.
And when we think of those days again,
   yeah, we do that every now and again.
We just can't forget,
   what really drove them away.
Maybe some day you'll acknowledge the truth,
   and accept you're to blame.
But today is not that year,
   yeah, today is not that decade.
And the paradox -
The truth we drop -
You don't care -
That what you lost, was us -
And so we walked -
Just for us. . .

Stop Running Your Mouth -
Stop Dragging Us Down -
Quit Making Scenes -
Enough Is Enough -
Only Fools Believe you.
Let's Be Honest. . .
Your Promise, Never Had A Chance.
So We're Taking You On -
We're Calling You Out -
You Have Nothing We Want Or Need -
So To Be Honest -
We Promise, We're Never Looking Back -
And That's Just For Us. . .
Just For Us. . .

And what we say now,
   may only be poetic at best.
You can make believe that while with us,
   you weren't fucking all your "friends".
And if we never hear of you again,
   never, ever see or hear again.
The jacked up moments and the jaded memories,
   are now just a tragic history.
We're leaving all that behind,
   and slowly saving, reclaiming our mind.
And the paradox -
The truth we drop -
You don't care -
That what you lost, was us -
And so we walked -
Just for us. . .

Stop Running Your Mouth -
Stop Dragging Us Down -
Quit Making Scenes -
Enough Is Enough -
Only Fools Believe you.
Let's Be Honest. . .
Your Promise, Never Had A Chance.
So We're Taking You On -
We're Calling You Out -
You Have Nothing We Want Or Need -
So To Be Honest -
We Promise, We're Never Looking Back -
And That's Just For Us. . .
Just For Us. . .

And the paradox -
The truth we drop -
You don't care -
That what you lost, was us -
And so we walked -
Just for us. . .
Stop dragging us down -
While propping yourself up -
Just let this shit go -
Enough is enough

Stop Running Your Mouth -
Stop Dragging Us Down -
Quit Making Scenes -
Enough Is Enough -
Only Fools Believe you.
Let's Be Honest. . .
Your Promise, Never Had A Chance.
So We're Taking You On -
We're Calling You Out -
You Have Nothing We Want Or Need -
So To Be Honest -
We Promise, We're Never Looking Back -
And That's Just For Us. . .
Just For Us. . .

just for us. . .


2017.04.25 - 0120

Wearing Us Out (#38, The Shades That Fade To Black)

         Wearing Us Out
(#38 - The Shades Fade To Black)


"WE" are worthless,
   like you told once us we were.
"WE" are empty,
   cause you burned away the love.
We are searching,
   since you stole everything but our soul.
We are hatred,
   for all the reasons "WE" both know.
Worthless - Empty - Searching - Hatred
Well,
Why do you seem surprised?

You Fuckin' Wore Us Down!
You Were Always Runnin' Around!
You're So Fake, The Fallen -
A Fuckin' Freak Of Nature, Sick Of Mind
We won't Need Help, To Reclaim The Truth
"WE'RE" Over -
So Fuckin' Over
You're Done Wearing Us Out

YOU are crazy,
   like your motives that betrayed "US"
OUR mind is screaming,
   like the sound when our heart shattered
Crazy - Screaming - Don't pretend you don't know
How this came to be.

You Fuckin' Wore Us Down!
You Were Always Runnin' Around!
You're So Fake, The Fallen -
A Fuckin' Freak Of Nature, Sick Of Mind
We won't Need Help, To Reclaim The Truth
"WE'RE" Over -
So Fuckin' Over
You're Done Wearing Us Out

Now that you're just a part of history
You didn't know us then, so how about now?
OUR name is vengeance, and we're here to save our mind.

You Fuckin' Wore Us Down!
You Were Always Runnin' Around!
You're So Fake, The Fallen -
A Fuckin' Freak Of Nature, Sick Of Mind
We won't Need Help, To Reclaim The Truth
"WE'RE" Over -
So Fuckin' Over
You're Done Wearing Us Out

you're the fake, the fallen -
a fucked up force of nature -
sick and twisted up, body and mind
we won't need help, 'cos this is what we find. . .
we're over -
so fuckin over you.


2017.04.25-0110

Breaking Your Chains (#37 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

        Breaking Your Chains
(#37 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

Your memory it festers,
    just like an open wound.
Like picking a scab apart,
    once started we are doomed.
We don't feel sane, with you in our head,
    it just fucks shit up, as we start again.
We won't ever be ashamed,
    of the battle scars you caused.
Deep inside, we now realize,
    they're a only reflect your flaws.

We Don't Know What We Kept Fighting For -
Or Why You Had To Cheat.
Why We Tried To Keep A Whore -
And With Your Other Compete.
We Don't Know Why You Acted This Way -
Or How You Thought It Was Alright.
But Now All We Have To Say Is -
We're Breaking Your Chains, Tonight.

Holding close our broken heart,
    we lay there on the floor.
Then we slowly found our feet again,
    this one hurt more than any before.
We clean the slate, inside our head,
    and just ignore, your continued scenes.
We won't ever be ashamed,
    of the battle scars you caused.
Deep inside, we realize,
    they're only a reflect your flaws.

We Don't Know What We Kept Fighting For -
Or Why You Had To Cheat.
Why We Tried To Keep A Whore -
And With Your Other Compete.
We Don't Know Why You Acted This Way -
Or How You Thought It Was Alright.
But Now All We Have To Say Is -
We're Breaking Your Chains, Tonight.

we've repaint all the walls.
your ghost is finally gone.
we'll never think of you again.
this is just how "we" end.

We Don't Know What We Were Fighting For -
Or Why You Had To Cheat.
Now We Finally Have The Sanity -
To Deny A Requested Repeat.
We Don't Know Why You Acted This Way -
Or How You Could Think It Was Alright.
But Now All We Have To Say Is -
We're Breaking Your Chains. . .
We've Broken Your Chains . . .

Tonight.


2017.04.18 @ 2132

Watch You Come Undone (#36 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

          Watch You Come Undone
(#36 - The Final Darkest Shades)


How can you live with yourself?
Knowing all along we were right.
Your running out of places to run.
Now that "we're" done here,
We think you should bite your tongue.
We're sick of watching you come undone.
How can you blame us for the mistakes you made?
How many times have "We" been here before?
You can't change, 'cause you're made this way.
You created the worst in us.
And now "we" can't come back.
And we want to believe.
We'll never have to deal with you.
Your cold heart was never warm,
When we need it to be.

We never wanted to be loved.
Like we wanted to be loved by you.
But what we gave was never enough.
We won't punish our self for this anymore.
This is the result of the choices you made.
So now you just have to deal.
Now that "we're" done.
We just want to out and gone.
We're sick of watching you come undone.
How can you blame us for the mistakes you made?
We swear we went there to many times before.
You can't change, 'cause you're just wired this way.
You Created the worst in us.
And now as we look back.
We just stare in disbelief.
At the wreckage we let you create.
You Cold heart was never ours,
That is so plain to see.

We never wanted to be loved -
Like we wanted to be loved by you -
But what we gave was never enough -
We must have a cold heart -
As we watch you come undone. . .

As we watch you come undone.


2017.04.13

SCRAPE THE SCABS AWAY (#35.2 The Final, Darkest Shades)

       SCRAPE THE SCABS AWAY
(#35.2 - The Final, Darkest Shades)


We've given up on your brutality.
Made friends with your family.
Got tested for social disease.
We've given up on your insanity.
Walked away from your insecurity.
We're done with your crazy parade.
And with your moral decay.
We've seen through all your lies.
We hate we wasted time with you.

Tolerated All The Pain -    
And Scraped The Scabs Away.
Not Waiting Here Anymore -    
For You To Change Your Ways.
Scraped The Scabs Away.

We've given up on your drama.
And your meth created karma.
Sick and tired of your senseless needs. We've given up on your inhumanity.
All we've got left for you is profanity.
Don't give a fuck you never cared for us.
We know that using people is just your way. We've seen through all of the lies.
We're embarrassed we wasted emotion on you.

Tolerated All The Pain -    
And Scraped The Scabs Away.
Not Waiting Here Anymore -    
For You To Change Your Ways.
Scraped The Scabs Away.

We Don't care about you.
And we took all the pain.
There's nothing more you can do.
And there's nothing you can say.
We've given up on understanding.
We've given up on you.
We've given Up on caring.
We've given up on love.
Not wasting any thoughts for you.

Tolerated All The Pain -    
And Scraped The Scabs Away.
Not Waiting Here Anymore -    
For You To Change Your Ways.
Scraped The Scabs Away.
We've Wasting To Much -    
Of Our Thoughts And Time.

And Scraped The Scabs Away.
Not Waiting Here Anymore -    
For You To Change Your Ways.
Scraped The Scabs Away.
All The Scabs Away.

2017.04.11 @ 1200

Change In Seasons (#35.1 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

          Change In Seasons
(#35.1 - The Final, Darkest Shades)


Then it was over? No great surprise.
Your climate just grew colder,
    and we were gone before you could realize.

Did you ever? Actually love us?
'Cause you so casully tossed it under the bus.

When you said you won't forget us,
We knew for a fact that's not true.
'Cause every day since "we" ended,
We've thought less and less of you.
And we've run out of excuses and reasons,
For all the crazy shit you do.
Could be the change in seasons
But we just don't love you.

The door is open, you whisper to us.
We will never come in again,
    simple put, there is no trust.

Do you even know what We're thinking.
As your world comes unraveled,
    and all your hopes and dreams start sinking?

When you said you won't forget us,
We knew for a fact that's not true.
'Cause every day since "we" ended,
We've thought less and less of you.
For all the crazy shit you do.
Could be the change in seasons
But we just don't love you.
Anymore.

2017.04.09 @ 1645

Fuck You And Your Cat & Harder To Breath (#34 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

Fuck You & Your Cat (#34a - The Final, Darkest Shades)
Harder To Breathe (#34b - The Final, Darkest Shades

                -+-


          Fuck You & Your Cat
   (#34a - The Final, Darkest Shades)


   oooh

that night was sultry,
      as was your voice.
the things you said,
      that made us think of love.
the smell of your hair,
      and how you felt in our arms.
how we trusted you,
      and let our self go.

now -
it's -
gone -
away -
so long, so long . . .

the pictures in our head,
      of what "our" love would be.
you cut "us" off,
      you let "us" down,
         you lied to us.
we took you on,
      we tried to save you,
         save you from yourself.
so fuck your trust,
      fuck your memory,
         and fuck your bullshit too.

where's all our stuff?
where's is your heart?
Fuck You And Your Cat

2017.04.06 @ 1630


         Harder To Breathe
(#34b - The Final, Darkest Shades)

How dare you say that
  our behavior was unacceptable.
You were the one that was so
  condescending, unnecessarily critical
You had the tendency for
  pushing things to get physical.
Now you're out of step,
  and looking for a miracle

You drained us dry and made us
  wonder why you were even here.
The double timing and the cheating,
  our vision became so very clear.
You wanted to stay but would always go,
  and come back knowing we wanted you gone.
Not fit to fuckin' lay,
  on the ground we're walking on

When It Gets Cold In You Life -
And You Run Out OF People To Use -
You'll Understand -
What We Mean When We Say . . .
There's No Way "We're" Gonna Be Back.
And When You Little Girl Cry -
In The Face Off The Monster -
That Lives I Your Head -
That Killed All Your Dreams,
   "Why Is There No One Out There"
   "Cause It's Getting Harder To Breathe"
   "Why IS There No One?"
   "Cause It's Getting Harder & Harder To Breathe"

What you did Was screw everything
  twisted up inside your head.
You should have known better but,
  you never listened to a word we said.
Now clutching you're pillow,
  and writhing in tears and sweat.
Hoping somebody someday,
  will give you what we did.

When It Gets Cold In You Life -
And You Run Out OF People To Use -
You'll Understand -
What We Mean When We Say . . .
There's No Way "We're" Gonna Be Back.
And When You Little Girl Cry -
In The Face Off The Monster -
That Lives I Your Head -
That Killed All Your Dreams,
   "Why Is There No One Out There"
   "Cause It's Getting Harder To Breathe"
   "Why IS There No One?"
   "Cause It's Getting Harder & Harder To Breathe"

does it kill
does it burn
is it so too painful to learn
does it thrill
does it sting
when you reallize what we bring
and you wish that you had us to hold

When It Gets Cold In You Life -
And You Run Out OF People To Use -
You'll Understand -
What We Mean When We Say . . .
There's No Way "We're" Gonna Be Back.
And When You Little Girl Cry -
In The Face Off The Monster -
That Lives I Your Head -
That Killed All Your Dreams,
   "Why Is There No One Out There"
   "Cause It's Getting Harder To Breathe"
   "Why IS There No One?"
   "Cause It's Getting Harder & Harder To Breathe"

2017.04.07 @ 1030

Never Enough (we were) (#33 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

        Never Enough (we were)     (#33 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

We're so fed up with the chaos you've created.     But you don't even care. You're just to far gone and never gonna change.     Bordering on insane. It was always I'm doing this, everything you wanted to.     We stopped playing your game. Every time we tried to fix, you just pushing further away.
We Were Never Enough, No Never Enough For You. No Matter What We Tried. We Were Never Enough, You Proved It True. You Could Never Be What You Claimed To Be.
It was always you talk, but you'd never listen.     Then you'd act out so deranged. You're just to fucked up and you're never gonna change.     All our efforts were such a waste. It was always your want, your need, running for more meth.     We finally stopped giving a shit. Every chance "we" had to save "us, you just ran away.
We Were Never Enough, No Never Enough For You. No Matter What We Tried. We Were Never Enough, You Proved It True. You Could Never Be What You Claimed To Be. And Done!
In the end "we" were another chalk line on the lawn - Drawn only to be washed away - And the time that we gave you - Was wasted, thrown away - We hate you for everything you are - And we loved you for something you are not - You act like you hate us for trying to save you -

We Were Never Enough, No Never Enough For You. So FUCK YOU, We Tried. We Were Never Enough, You Proved It True. You Could Never Be What You Claimed To Be. Why The Fuck Did We Try.

2017.04.04 - 0645

The Letting Go 05 (#32 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

         The Letting Go 05
(#32 - The Final, Darkest Shades)


Driving at random in this city,
   driving away from the point of view.
How we got fooled that you,
   were our dream come true.
Stop the bike, for a cigarette,
   think about the chance you blew.
Though it's not something we want to do,
   our thoughts drift to you.
We believed when you said we were the only man -
Turns out all along, that you had other plans -
We can't take a chance -
Or risk letting you come back -
Just another victim of your dance -
You made us fall, now we stand up and -
Let It Go
Let This Go
Let You Go
The Letting Go!

Since we deleted all of your numbers,
   we repainted the whole house too.
And now we know what is true,
   the false picture of "us" you drew.
We've spent some time alone now
   just the opposite of you.
As long as you are having fun,
   you can't feel "the hurt".
And finally to our self we're true,
   we don't fucking care about you.
We believed when you said we were the only man -
Turns out all along, that you had other plans -
We can't take a chance -
Or risk letting you come back -
Just another victim of your dance -
You made us fall, now we stand up and -
Let It Go
Let This Go
Let You Go
The Letting Go!

we just can't take the chance -
or risk letting you come back -
just another victim of your dance -
you made us fall, now we stand up and -
let it go
let this go
let you go
the letting go!


2017.04.04 - 0500