Something To Nothing

- Something To Nothing -  

When we see, our face in the mirror.

We just feel, the end is getting nearer.

All our life, was spent spinning our wheels.

And the hole we dug, it just keeps getting deeper.

We hear their words -

They make no sense or rhyme.

We'll always lose our mind -

Cause we can't draw the line.

We've Got Nothin'.

Something To Nothing . . . 

Push And Pull Inside Our Mind.

Something To Nothing . . . 

Pushed, Then Shoved, Then Out Of Time.

Something To Nothing. . .

Love Was Our Only Crime.

When we hear, dark rainbow's getting closer.

We always look, to see which dream is going over.

When we feel, the sting of scarlet letters.

We wanted nothing, more then just the real thing.

We've done our best -

But are anything but fine.

The one thing we do know is -

Love is a violent crime.

We Are Nothin'.

Something To Nothing . . . 

Push And Pull Inside Our Mind.

Something To Nothing . . . 

Pushed, Then Shoved, Then Out Of Time.

Something To Nothing. . .

Love Was Our Only Crime.

2012.10.28 @ 2300

The Space Between ( II )

The Space Between 2

The Space Between . . .

Take a look as we spin,

    slowly out of control.

Roller coaster emotions,

    fighting with the devil we know.

The Space Between . . .

Here And Gone -

The Burning Embers Of The Bridges Still Glow.

The Space Between . . .

What Is And Shouldn't Be -

Make The Cracks In Our Armor Show.

Stuck in the middle, again,

    our head an over crowded room.

And all the dreams of love,

    seem to fade away all to soon.

The Space Between . . .

Demon And Angel -

A Silent Journey Into The Unknown.

The Space Between . . .

Love And Hate -

Silent Echo's Coming Through A Cell Phone.

"We" all have one price,

    the paying of which is not in "our"  plan.

Ours was the death of the last

    illusion of this illusionless man.

The Space Between . . .

The Bullets In A Firefight -

Is Where We're Hiding, Waiting For Rain.

The Space Between . . .

Dreams And Life -

Is Where We Hoped To Be Safe From "The Pain".

Take our hand,

    'cos we've walked away from it all.

Oh, right out of here,

    so tired of taking the fall.

The Space Between . . .

Future and Past - 

Is Where She'll Find Us Hiding, Waiting For Her.

The Space Between . . .

First And Last -

Is Space We'll Fill Hopes Of Finding The Cure.

. . . The Space Between . . .

2012.10.20 @ 2330

The Space Between ( I )

The Space Between 1

We can't give up easily,

   even when there's  no hope.

No corner we could paint us,

   even at the end or our rope.

The Space Between . . .

True Love And Lies -

Is The Silence That Makes Us Think Of Her.

The Space Between . . .

House And Home -

Just Remind Us Of How Things Once Where.

Will we feel whole again,

   selfish, hollow thoughts confuse.

Trying to fill the hole in our chest, 

   is just a battle to lose.

The Space Between . . .

Black And White -

All The Colors Of The Dark Rainbow.

The Space Between . . .

Dark And Light -

Hides The Life We Don't Want To Know.

We try to be a closed book,

   and get judged by things we don't do.

With the passage of time,

   the lies are finally proved untrue.

The Space Between . . .

Day And Night -

Hide The Dreams We Once Held So Dear.

The Space Between . . .

Wrong And Right -

Rest's The Hollow Place Filled With "The Fear".

Will we know joy again?

Will we hold . . 

The Space Between . . .

Wrong And Right -

The World Viewed Through A Rainy Window.

The Space Between . . .

Fight Or Flight -

Sits The Only Life We Can Know.

The Space Between . . .

2012.10.12 @ 1100

The Spy Left Out In The Cold

The Spy Left Out In The Cold

We're layin' awake all night.
In the darkest hours we find . . .
All we can hear is their voices.
And the pain in the back of our mind

How did it all die?
"The Fear" is haunting us once again.
Oh, to have someone near . . .
To share all of life with.
We feel like the spy left out in the cold.
Out in the cold -
The golden path is calling.
Left out in the cold -
Please rescue us.

We never thought to ask why?
So much to forgive and forget
Can't take anymore of this hurt
There's so many things we regret.

How does love always die?
"The Fear" is all that's left to us again.
Oh, to have someone near . . .
To share all of life with.
We feel like the spy left out in the cold.
Out in the cold -
The dark rainbow's calling.
We feel so cold -
Please rescue us.

images fading.
just trying to survive the night.
if we could have one more chance, maybe.
we'd find a way to make it alright.

Where are we now?
That "The Fear" is all we have left once again.
Oh, if someone got near . . .
And tried to take care of us.
We'd somehow kill it . . .
We are the spy left out in the cold.
Out in the cold -
Hear us calling.
We feel so cold -
Please rescue us.

2012.10.11 @ 2240

(somewhat inspired by John Le Carre's
"The Spy Who Came In From The Cold )

Comes Down

   - Comes Down -

In the last rays -
  of the dying  sun.
And our past days,

   that's where our memories run.
All of those times race though our mind . . .
We're shattered inside -

"The Fear" is all we can find -

And The Night Comes Down.

And we're All Alone.

When The Night Comes Down.

And There's No Place To Go.

The way that it was -

  that first summer,
    you'll never understand.
Seemed it would last forever,
  the love was that good.
As the light starts to dim . . .
"The fear" has closed in -

So the nightmares begin.

And The Night Comes Down.

And We Are So Alone.

When The Night Comes Down.

We've no Place To Go.

oh no -

there won't be a tomorrow -
oh godz -

we wish it wasn't true -
all that's left -

is this pain and sorrow -

our heart and mind -
is broken too.

And The Night Comes Down.

And We Are So Alone.

When The Night Comes Down.

We've no Place To Go.

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