Angels Just Fly

      Angels Just Fly

we never got that first kiss
and to us that’s a sorrow
as yesterday faded away
no hope for a tomorrow
all dreams just pass and change
and come to an end, we know
nothing is written but old news
again and again
we know that it's true
after all of these years
that angels just fly
we saw the world in your eyes
but we’re just a name
we're always just a step behind
drawn like a moth to your flame
we've been alone for too long
but we no longer cry
if you want to see all of our fears
just look deep in our eyes
we know that it's true
believe it or not
but angels just fly
we know that it's true
there's been too many tears
‘cos angels just fly
we just walk away
as you walk on by
our fears have all come true
we wish it's all a lie
there's no more tears
now that we're out of time
we’ll just fade away from you
as you close your eyes
we know that it's true
believe it or not
but angels just fly
we know that it's true
there's too many fears
and angels just fly
we just walk away
we just say goodbye
wishing it wasn’t true
or that it was a lie

no more tears . . .
angles just fly . . .


2013.07.29 @ 0050

This Goodbye (is forever)

    This Goodbye (is forever)

 

Sometimes we have no choice

When our heart, finds its voice
Screaming out what it needs to say
Talking into a world turned gray
We couldn’t stop our greatest fear
The tragedy, here come the tears
Believe it.
 

this time . . .

goodbye is forever
yes, this time . . .
goodbye is forever
and ever . . .

Sometimes it makes no sense

Circumstance or is it coincidence
Caught up in our own barbed wire
Self promises, we’re now a liar
So sure we wouldn't cry or break
Even knowing the choice she’d make
Believe this.

hey, this time . . .

goodbye is forever
yes, this time . . .
this goodbye is forever
and ever . . .

2013.07.28 @ 0600

Put Out The Flame . . .

            PUT OUT THE FLAME . . .

We always believed in our dreams before -

  Even when we were afraid of the dark.
Now at the edge of the world in our head -
  & the gun points straight at our heart.
The scream used to come only when asleep -
  But now, it's only a dream away -

We always seem to be found by angels -

But this time, it’s not the same
Bringing down the pain
This dream is burning again
Put out the flame
Bring down the rain

We had hoped the storm would just go away -

  That the thunder was made in our mind.
That the heart of darkness would keep us warm -
  And love could be told to the world.
The scream used to come only when asleep -
  But now, it's only a dream away -

We always seem to be found by angels -

But this time, it’s not the same
Bringing down the pain
This dream is burning again
Put out the flame
Bring down the rain

Trapped in the middle, trapped in shadow -

Bring down the rain
The scream used to come only when asleep -
But now, it's only a dream away -
We always seem to be found by angels -
But this time, it’s not the same
Bringing down the pain
The dream is burning again
Put out the flame
Bring down the rain
Can't play the game
Bring down the rain
Put out the flame
Bring down the rain

2013.07.27 @ 0800

Why Wait?

        Why Wait?
      ( track 12.2 )

we won't wait -
to hear goodbye escape your lips.
in you,
we got torn in two.
you don't see -
us reflected in your scenes.
we fall -
we don't count at all.

we can almost feel you breath
we have fallen way too deep
we can almost hear you say
but the words get in the way

why did we wait?
just to remain outside.
why wait?
for the reasons why,

we came to soon -
from the shelter of our room.
you move on -
we stumble on the moon.
we can't fall -
we're not made to crawl.
we're the one,
that slowly comes undone.

we can almost feel you breath
we have fallen way too deep
we can almost hear you say
but the words get in the way

why did we wait?
to get left outside.
why wait?
for the reasons why.
this is not what we want -
was it even worth the try?
why wait?
for the space outside.

we can't win -
or save you from the state you're in.
you won't see -
our reflection or our tears.
we fall -
we don't count at all.

we can almost feel you breath
we have fallen way too deep
we can almost hear you say
but the words get in the way

why did we wait?
to be left outside.
why wait?
for the reason why.
this is not what we want -
this is the mind crime.
why did we wait?
to be left outside.
why wait?

2013.07.26 @ 0900

TRACK 12.1

             TRACK 12.1

we waited
waiting for her world to let us in
standing in a frozen half life
in dark and empty streets
a smile hiding demon granted fears
wanting so much more
and trying to ignore what we don't believe in

she's the one we wanted to love us
we're the lost one that became found
the moment we decided to let love in
now we're outside the door of an angel
the end of fear is where it begins
because we decided to let love in

we wished
wishing for her to find her way
we held out all she could need
that's all we will say
we took the chance and waited for time
but we can't control her soul
and she let us know not to believe in

she's the one we wanted to love us
we're the lost one that became found
the moment we decided to let love in
now we're outside the door of an angel
the end of fear is where it begins
because we decided to let love in

there's nothing we can do about
the things we have to do without
the only way to feel real again
is not to let love in

there's nothing we can do about
the things we have to live without
the only way to see clear again
is not to let love in

she's the one we wanted to love us
we're the lost one that became found
the moment we decided to let love in
now we're outside the door of an angel
the end of fear is where it begins
because we decided to let love in

2012.07.26 @ 0415

A Letter To Our Younger Self

    A Letter To Our Younger Self

Well move over little self.
Give us a little room by the wishing well.
Give a little listen to us now.
We’re gonna try to save us a lot of hell.

Now we know us a whole lot better.
How we came to be so strong.
Don’t forget what we say now.
Even though you think we’re wrong

   don’t fight so hard to live -
   things happen for a reason.
   don’t fight so hard to live -
   every reaction has a cause.
   don’t fight so hard to live -
   it’ll be better to let go early.
   we know it sounds like treason -
   but don’t fight so hard to live.

So many things will fail.
Too many tears, scars and broken hearts.
If you give us a little listen.
We can stop the pain before it starts.

We’ve been through it all.
Cast our coins into wishing wells.
Listen up little self.
Don’t buy the dream she sells.

   don’t fight so hard to live -
   things happen for a reason.
   don’t fight so hard to live -
   there will be a chance to choose.
   don’t fight so hard to live -
   it’ll be better to let go early.
   we know it sounds like treason -
   but don’t fight so hard to live.

                                       2013.07.19 @ 0900

Only Lonely

           Only Lonely

Ready to embrace new life,

   instead we break.
Well our sight grows dim,

   yet we are wide-awake.
All the many sleepless nights,

   when we thought you cared.
Well the jokes on us,

    cause it was never there.

 

crushing in the silence

living is in this empty space
watch the ticking of the clock
whose hands are laughing in our face
and we just don't want to be lonely
night and day
and as we look around us
we just feel that way
only lonely

We thought we’d found something,
   good for our heard and our head.
And we tried to forget,
   that dream wants to stay dead.
Yet we opened up our mind,
   to all that love embraced.
But now it seems to us,
   the effort was a waste.

love always slips away
before we have the chance to say
how can we be so wrong
why does it have to end this way
and we just don't want to be lonely
night and day
and as we look around us
we just feel that way
only lonely

existing in the silence
living in an empty space
hear the ticking of the clock
dark rainbows laughing in our face

2013.07.13 @ 0300

Unsent Letters

              Unsent Letters

Nightfall, we're almost out of this town.
Destination, nowhere close to you.
Slowly driven to this point.
How deep our silver-eyed fire burns
We've no intention of confession tonight.
We need to put some distance down.
But miles didn’t make your image fade.
And they couldn’t erase your smile.

Everything reminds us -
Wet grey gold-lit streets -
Cheesecake displays near-lovers meet -
We feel the grasp of your hand still -
See your face on the mountain grass -
Breathing whisper what is this -
Bent so close ‘we’ nearly kiss -
Although we never will.

Strange there's still this hurtful need.
The usual scream of rainbow dreams.
How desire can make the heart bleed.
Could it be, we always knew.
“As you wish” is meaningless.
No candlelight that causes burn.
Memories of you mingle,
With old unwelcome friends.
So sad they've returned

Everything reminds us -
Footsteps on the moon -
Crazy spinning sultry glance -
We inhale your presence still -
These your arms of daring grace -
Encircle us, what pact is made -
Desire is your masquerade -
Want us you never will.

You live for truth.
And gave us an illusion.
Now we are used to this confusion.
But we know, yes we know.
This story has an end.
Ever groped for a connection.
Ever hoped for more affection.
For we know.
We know we are your friend.
Only your friend

2013.07.12 @2355