A Triple Shot Of Darkness (#31 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

Stuck in the Middle (#31.1 - The Final, Darkest Shades)
Imperfect Strangers (#31.2 - The Final, Darkest Shades)
Imbécile Rêveur [Stupid Dreamer] (#31.3 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

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        Stuck in the Middle
(#31.1 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

Look in the mirror at our self.
We see someone we just don't know.
Maybe it's the damage she caused,
Or the fact we gave up and let go.

We tried walking the moon.
And got tripped as only she can.
Chance after chance turned so bad,
Destroyed the essence of this man.

We Feel It
We Bleed It.
We Feel The Crushing Blow.

Running away from the storm.
Before we finally lose control.
And stumbling alone in the dark,
Just another lost and used up soul.

We Feel It
We Bleed It.
We Feel So Crushed By What's Come To Light.
We Feel It In Our Soul.
We Can See It In Our Grey Eyes.

We're . . .
Stuck In The Middle -
Seems Like We Always Were -
Stuck In The Middle -
Fucked Once Again.

Look in the mirror at our self.
We see someone that will never be the same.
And stumbling alone in the dark,
Just another victim of her game.

We're . . .
Stuck In The Middle -
Seems Like We Always Were -
Stuck In The Middle -
To Her, Love's Just A Game.

2017.03.28 @ 0330


      Imperfect Strangers
(#31.2 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

Can you remember,
   remember our name.
As we drift out of your life.

Your cold spirit of ice,
   creates your life.
We were an echo of your past.

We could have been a turning,
   your chance to shine.
Not just an echo of your last.

And If You Remember "Us" In The Night -
You've Got To Understand -
"We" Have To Remain -
Imperfect Strangers.

A band of silver,
   would have come with our name.
A final end to your pain.

The voice that rages,
   in your mind.
Would have finally slept.

But now the aching,
   you feel in the dead of the night.
Your tears are lost in falling rain.

And If You Remember "Us" In The Night -
You've Got To Understand -
"We" Have To Remain -
Imperfect Strangers.

2017.03.28 @ 0340


  Imbécile Rêveur [Stupid Dreamer]
(#31.3 - The Final, Darkest Shades)


Surprised by her attack -
   from this there is no coming back.
And even in the face of lies -
   we were blind, yeah.
Turns out we were a no body -
And we were to blind to see -
That's all we'd ever be. . .

Such A Stupid Dreamer
 (tel que imbécile rêveur)
Chasing After a Shooting Star
 (suivi d'une étoile de tir)
Just A Stupid Dreamer
 (juste un imbécile rêveur)

We were just another number -
   turns out all the numbers agree.
And every time her mind tides changed -
   "we" all chose to fly. why?
She toke away tomorrow -
And wonders why it always ends this way -
And why can't happy every stay. . .

Such A Stupid Dreamer
 (tel que imbécile rêveur)
Chasing After a Shooting Star
 (suivi d'une étoile de tir)
Just A Stupid Dreamer
 (juste un imbécile rêveur)
But Dreams Are All We Have
 (Mais les rêves sont tout ce que nous avons)
Just A Stupid Dreamer
 (juste un imbécile rêveur)

After her attack -
   feel, like never coming back.
Now walking in freedom -
   we're high, but why?
And there is the dark rainbow -
Valhalla for all the dead dreams -
We're we crazy -
Crazy to believe?

Such A Stupid Dreamer
 (tel que imbécile rêveur)
Chasing After a Shooting Star
 (suivi d'une étoile de tir)
Just A Stupid Dreamer
 (juste un imbécile rêveur)
'Cause Dreams Are All We Have
 (parce que les rêves sont tout ce que nous avons)

Such A Stupid Dreamer
 (tel que imbécile rêveur)
Chasing After a Shooting Star
 (suivi d'une étoile de tir)
Just A Stupid Dreamer
 (juste un imbécile rêveur)
All Dreams Do is Die
 (Tous les rêves sont morts)

2017.03.28 @ 0400

Shame (Just A) (#30 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

       Shame (Just A)
(#30 - The Final, Darkest Shades)


such a shame -
   we believed, in your game.
   a lie for every day.
and that's our rage -
   another start, ending the same.
   that is your only way.
we tell us to let go -
   the burden we bear.
because we just don't know -
   if you ever truely cared.

It's A Shame (Just A Shame)
Numbing Us With Rage
It's A Shame (Simple Shame)
Driving Our Self Insane.
Such A Shame.
Her Eagerness To Blame
Just A Shame.

such a shame -
   the chances, we had to give.
   addiction decided "our" fate.
and there's the pain -
   rebuilding, and learning to live.
   cleaning our side of the slate
we tell us to let go -
   the burden we bear.
because we just don't know -
   if you ever truely cared.

It's A Shame (Just A Shame)
Numbing Us With Rage
It's A Shame (Simple Shame)
Driving Our Self Insane.
Such A Shame.
Her Eagerness To Blame
Just A Shame.


2017.03.23 @ 1500

Spank Me

                 Spank Me


Reconnected after ten years, and she's still so damn hot.
After awhile she said, "we gonna do this or not"?
She wrapped her legs around us all night long.
And by the mornin', we felt everything but wrong.

Now let us tell ya, it was amazingly good.
The first time we saw her, we suspected it would.
"We" used no rope, but we broke out the clamps.
She took it all, like a world champ, then she said. . .

Spank Me, Real Hard -
She Said. . .
Spank Me, You're not Gonna Break Me If You -
Spank Me, Tonight -
She Said. . .
Spank Me, All Night Long.

Screaming, thrashing, squirting all over our bed.
Have to admit, it went straight to our head.
The more we gave, the louder her moans bounced off the walls
In the end "our" arms and legs were a tangled sprawl.

Now let us tell ya, it just felt so right.
Adding some rope, and the riding crops bite.
We keep on thinking, of new things to try.
And with each new trick, she'll look us in the eye, and say

Spank Me, Real Hard -
She Said. . .
Spank Me, You're not Gonna Break Me If You -
Spank Me, Tonight -
She Said. . .
Spank Me, All Night Long.

spank me . . .
oh come on baby. . .
spank me.


2017.03.15 @ 1545

Shame On. . . (#29 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

                 Shame On . . .
    (#29 - The Final, Darkest Shades)


Shame on. . . that night.
For things "we" did. . . that made you not leave.
For making us. . . believe again in dreams.
For not being. . . the women that you seemed.
So Oh Ho. . . shame on that night

And shame on. . . you.
The things you stole. . . and your rotten soul.
We finally saw through. . . to the real you.
And now you know. . . all the reasons why.
We say. . . shame on you.

You Don't Care About What You've Done -
And So We Had To Run. . .

Shame on. . . the sun.
The light you sold. . . that spoke to our soul.
And the magic flames. . . that made you scream our name.
Oh godz. . . the amazing way you came.
So Oh Ho. . . shame on the sun.

Shame on. . . the moon.
"we" were walking on. . . till you ran away.
With Every return. . . knew the right things to say.
We say. . . shame on the moon.

You Don't Care About What You've Done -
And So We Had To Run. . .

Shame on that night.
For killing our greatest dream. . .
You never, never, never, never cared what that they means
And oh. . . shame on you.

You Don't Care About What You've Done -
Here We Go, We Just Run. . .


2017.03.15 @ 1445

COLD (#28 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

              Cold
   (#28 - The Final, Darkest Shades)


Looking back at "us" we see,
   "we" never really got it right.
You only ever thought of you,
   but "we" were in a situation with no win.
We thought you were the antidote to our pain,
   but we were wrong, 'cos you only wanted to get high.

What We Really Need To Say -
We're Sorry For The Way "We" Ended -
How Something Hot, Turned So Cold -
Seems "We" Were Never Meant To Be -
We're Sorry To Have Believed Your Lies.

Maybe in a different life,
   "we" could try for "us" again.
But all we now can see,
   is we only got half the truth.
It's one thing to forgive the past and go on,
   and another to be constantly surprised.

What We Really Need To Say -
We're Sorry For The Way "We" Ended -
How Something Hot, Turned So Cold -
Seems "We" Were Never Meant To Be -
We're Sorry To Have Believed Your Lies.

We really needed you to be true,
   to reveal the screwed-up side of you.
But it was all locked deep inside,
   and then you'd act out irresponsibly.
We never really wanted you to go,
   there were so many things you should have known.

What We Really Need To Say -
We're Sorry For The Way "We" Ended -
How Something Hot, Turned So Cold -
Seems "We" Were Never Meant To Be -
We're Sorry To Have Believed Your Lies.

we guess for "us", there really was no hope,
   we fell for the dream you sold
and the demons you we're up against -
   we could have helped you fight.

2017.03.14 @ 0330

The Violent Whisper (#27 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

       The Violent Whisper
  (#27 - The Final, Darkest Shades)


That night, we ran,
   we couldn't hide from the pain.
When our moon crashed into,
   the dying light from "our" loves sun.

We ran, it's the best thing,
   than we have ever done.
The dark passenger that's inside us,
   is screaming to be let out

Like The Breaking Of A Heart.
Like The Scars On Our Heart.

We won't look behind,
   'cause all the tears, that never dry,
Will only make us blind.

You made us fly,
   the future that you sold just died.
The dark passenger that lives inside us,
   tells us we were a fool.
Your chaos is never ending
   that seems to be your rule.

Like The Breaking Of A Heart.
Like The Scars On Our Heart.

That Night, we ran,
   we couldn't hide from the facts.
That tripped the moon,
   and set fire to the sun.

The dark passenger that's inside us
   is screaming - let me out.
your chaos is never ending
   that's the truth without a doubt

love is a violent whisper -
but pain will always shout at us. . .

Like The Breaking Of A Heart.
Like The Scars On Our Heart.


2017.03.13 @ 1545

Vampire (#26 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

           Vampire
  (#26, The Final, Darkest Shades)


Too dangerous to keep.
Too fragile to let go.
And so you bit the hand that feed.
You should have learned this long ago.

So Go Run Now, You're Once Again Free.
Another Month Or So, Another Victim We'll See.
With Your Cryptic Smile, That Puts Men At Ease.
Watch You Strut Away, With Your illusions Intact,
Your Untruthful Tongue, And Your Fact Less Tales.
You're Just A Live, Vampire.

Believed the tale you sold.
How could we have ever known.
Oh we loved your chocolate eyes.
That seems so long ago.

So Go Run Now, You're Once Again Free.
Another Month Or So, Another Victim We'll See.
With Your Cryptic Smile, That Puts Men At Ease.
Watch You Strut Away, With Your illusions Intact,
Your Untruthful Tongue, And Your Fact Less Tales.
You're Just A Live, Vampire.

We should have let go.
The first time you ran away.
We thought we could save you.
At the end we barely saved our self.

So Go Run Now, You're Once Again Free.
Another Month Or So, Another Victim We'll See.
With Your Cryptic Smile, That Puts Men At Ease.
Watch You Strut Away, With Your illusions Intact,
Your Untruthful Tongue, And Your Fact Less Tales.
You're Just A Live, Vampire.


2017.03.13 @ 1500

The Belle Of The Ball (#25 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

      The Belle Of The Ball
(#25 - The Final, Darkest Shades)

"Our" world came crashing down,
And all that it contained.
A million shattered pieces of dreams.
Coming apart at the seams.
And she twisted and whirled,
Dismissing it all away.
It's never quite what she wants,
Yesterdays and today's.
Her night begins new days,
Doesn't think, when she can play.
She finds it so hard to find,
A man that won't turn unkind.
The she twists and she whirls,
And she pretends it all away.
Her problems persist, they won't,
Won't go away.
Still she twists and she whirls,
Dancing everything away.
Would rather see the night,
Than a reasonable day.
We find it so hard to find -
The reasons she had to be unkind.
We wish we could have saved her.
We wish we could have met her needs.

2017.02.27 @ 0330