A 12 Pack For Jay Kay

         A 12 Pack For Jay. Kay.

          01:  Strike Back

We can sense your inner strength.

Soft yet hard like mother nature.
We just started getting close,
   This motherfucker just walked back in.

We Don't understand, this little man -
Has taken over -
We can just explain how we feel
Now your all twisted up.
Everything just out of control and broken.
It’s just our world.
Everything’s all twisted up.
All your friends have got our back,
But you broke us.
This is our. . .

World

2, 3 here we come with the strike back

Well don't understand, how the disappearing man,
Can just take you over.
Don’t understand the things that you feel.
You lost the love us and the love you need.

2015.08.05 @ 2230

      02:  End At The Start

we finally gave in to you
after all the painful shit
“we” started building up slowly
should have seen the end coming
life and it’s usual trick
and just continued being lonely
you blew our minds away
left us crippled, going under
and it's gone today
we’re not happy that it is . . .

the end at the start

now you’re far away
in a sand storm, twisting slowly
all hope is gone today
we’re not happy, that it is . . .

the end at the start

our world, our love, all gone

we’ll just stay alone
keep the pain inside
want to torch the world
cause we’re on fire

our world, our love, all gone

it’s the end at the start

2015.08.05 @ 2245

          03: She Say’s

Back to alone.
Burning  everything around us.
Her feelings are unknown;
We can't believe how she drowned us
Well we can't deny,

It's all the little things she is

All alone.
Seemed like she never would find us.
Her destiny is unknown
we can't believe how she drowned us
We  won't deny,

It's all the little things she is

All the talking
It went nowhere
Bite the bullet
Unwind slow

2015.08.05 @ 2300

      04:  Confession

we always loved stars
but we then fell
into her world, she made us
we offered her real love
but she don't care
cause it's her world, she hates it
we think her past will always be
the only thing she'll ever see
another way for us to bleed
on her stage

we reached for her stars
but we fell short
into to her world, we wanted
we offered comfort
but she don't care
cause in her world, she can’t have it
we think her past will always be
the only thing she'll ever see
another way for us to bleed
on her stage

it gets old -
she's a mess -
we were bold -
and now confess -
she threw “us” away -
another angel died that day -
“we” never made it all the way -

did she care?

2015.08.05 @ 2300

        05:  Rape

We can't even start to believe,
  the angel reached out to hold us.
Now we feel like we've been raped,

   She just left us here

Same Old Song.
No One Really Wants Us.
Same Old Song.
She Left Us Standing Here.
But We're Fine.
Even Standing Here
We’ll Be Fine
No One Got Raped Here.

Could hardly breathe when we saw,
   her beauty right beside us.
Now we feel like we lost a race,
   she just left us here.

Same Old Song.
No One Really Wants Us.
Same Old Song.
She Left Us Standing Here.
But We're Fine.
Even Standing Here
We’ll Be Fine
No One Got Raped Here.

 

2015.08.14  @ 0100

   06. So Over Love

yes we’ve sung this song,

    a thousand times before.
we just wanted her ,

    but she wanted more.

so we’ll build a wall,

   keep the rest to our self

ah. . .

once again we cared to much,

   reaching out became a deadly touch.

wrapped in mental chains,

   all that remains is. . .

 again we fell victim to,

    believing love.

believing love.

she is an angel,

    in the devils disguise.

insecurity behind the

    bluest eyes.
so we turn the page,

    lock the cage. . .

we are the victim of

    believing in love.

believing love

she’s says she wants,

    he baby to be just her own.

baby just needs her

    mamma act grown.

but mamma’s gone,

    and slammed the door on.  .  .

just another victim of,

    believing love.

2015.08.14  @ 0300

07. We Can't Make You Love Us 02

we closed our heart
we had closed our life

we closed out the voices
inside our head.
you asked us to hold you
and then you shut us out.

we can't make you love us if you don't
you can't make your heart feel what it won't
and in the darkest hours
we poured out our heart and you said don't
‘cos you won't
we can't make you love us
when you don't
when you won't

so we close our eyes
and we close our heart
we ignore the screaming in our head
the mourning has come
so we'll do what's right
just give us 'til then
to give up this fight

we can't make you love us if you don't
we can't make your heart feel what it won't
and here in the darkness, in the final hours
we'll shut down our heart, stop feeling the power you don't
and you can't
and we can't make you love us
if you don't
if you won't

2015.08.16 @ 1245

      08.  A Granite Wall

The moon is rising,

    the hearts scorched black.

She’s said our love,

    won't be reflected back.

Her past has returned,

    so we roll on.

What was never there,

    cannot be gone. . .

A Granite Wall Came Between Love

A Granite Wall Prevented Love. . .

Our dream goes under,

    the end so fast.

Just like the first,

    Just like the last.

Our head can’t guide us,

    when passion leads.

The dream is screaming, 

    our heart just bleeds . . .

A Granite Wall Came Between Love

A Granite Wall Prevented Love. . .

The same old nightmare,

    is well in hand.

Comfort and security,

    she could have had.

The phoenix smolders,

    the dream put to rest.

Just going away,

    will be for the best. . .

A Granite Wall Came Between Love

A Granite Wall Prevented Love. . .

2015.08.16 @ 0100

09.  - Safer Here In The Dark (too) -

we are all right,

    we’re just crossing over,
         hiding from the sun.
it’s just another night,

    just the black in our soul,
         just another reason to run.

Running With Monsters In Shadows -
'Cos The Monsters Always Know -

We're Safer Here In The Dark.

oh, she was right,

    we are less than handsome,
        something we've always known.

before we asked for her light,

    we knew the dark rainbow,

        tried to be ok with alone.
Clutching At The Monsters In Shadows -
But The Monsters Always Know -
We're Safer Here In The Dark.

We'll be all right,

    we're finally crossing over,
        we will disappear.

gone . . .

Living With Monsters In Shadows -
'Cos The Monsters Have Always Known -
It's Better In The Dark -
Safer Here In The Dark -
ryan shot the sun

2015.08.16 @ 0110

          10.  - Nice Night (2) -

we are a thousand miles from her heart

    and a house is not a 'home'.
surrounded by so many people

    and yet are all alone.

she was never in our circle
    or the round would be a square.
and the more that we want her,
    the less she seems to care.

Nice Night For A Crucifixion -
Too Late To Run Or Hide -
It's Never Who It's Only Why . . .
Love Is Just A Lie.

Seems like when we start going forward
   the other boot takes a fall.
we look for stairs to heaven
   then answer dark rainbows call.

we have always understood
    no love is just the law.

then our dumb as plays with fire
    'cos our heart is made of straw.

Nice Night For An Execution -

No Hope, Just Say Goodbye -

It Will Always Be And We Know Why . . .
'Cos Love Is Just A Lie.

we were looking for a tomorrow
    and we forgot about today.
then  the past is just our future
    and it's there our dreams will stay.

And we see the pictures

    all the smiles for facebook.
our ultimate redemption

    if we can just unhook.

Nice Night For Persecution -

Never More, Not Worth The Try -

'Cos Life Has Proved Again -

That Love Is Just A Lie.

2015.08.16 @ 0125

    11.  We Could Be Good For You

You believe, you're better on your own?
Searching in vain, ignoring a real friend
Love is blind and so you'll end up alone
Your heart-break days, just will never end

We Could Be Good For You
Oh, My
We Could Be Good For You
Oh, my

you're so star-struck, living for the history
You need to change your life. . . that could be arranged
Consider your fate, written on a page
You’ve no time to waste for your luck to change

We Could Be Good For You
Oh, My
We Could Be Good For You
Oh, my

What you do now, isn't our concern
Just let us know how you survive with him
We want you to know, We may not be there
When he disappears again. . . remember that we cared

We Could Be Good For You
Oh, My
We Could Be Good For You
Oh, my

we could be good for you
we could be good for you

2015.08.16  @ 0145

    Ladies & Gentleman, Track 12

                       (again)

we woke on impact,
and felt the surveillance, of our third eye.
screaming as we fall down.
our smooth criminal mind,

returns to the scene of the crime.
always so blind, and we know it.
she was acting, like “we” could be.

we should have known better,
but do we ever, ever really know?
it seemed she echoed, what we felt in side.
we should have known, we'd never have her

We Don't Believe In Love
When We Do, We Play The Fool
We Don't Believe In Love
It's Never Worth The Pain Oh So Cruel.

return the nightmare, we've seen it before
from the first time, it’s haunted our every thought.
every held hand, became a fist in a glove.
No time for love it doesn't matter
we saw a difference , somehow she had a way.
to make our twilight seem like it was day.
she said she needed, to figure some things out.
it was a lie, 'cause she turned and said goodbye.

We Don't Believe In Love
When We Do, We Play The Fool
We Don't Believe In Love
It's Never Worth The Pain Oh So Cruel.
We Don't Believe In Love

We Need To Stop This Race,

We Feel Her Still
We Don't Believe In Love
It's Just Never Worth, The Pain That We Feel

no hope for romance

She sees no reason to
we only hope someday we’ll forget
the pain of knowing, what can never be
this is something we hoped to never see

We Don't Believe In Love
When We Do, We Play The Fool
We Don't Believe In Love
We'll Just Pretend, We Never Knew Her
We Don't Believe In Love
We Need Out Of This Place, We Feel Her Still
We Don't Believe In Love
It's Never Worth The Pain That We Feel

It’s Never Worth, The Pain Oh So Real.

2015.08.16 @ 0230